"I would have preferred lies." She wouldn't have watched her father die, she wouldn't have lost her friends. She wouldn't have made friends in the first place. She would have been unhappy in her ignorance, but she wouldn't have goaded them all to their deaths. Why couldn't the truth have come without such casualties? Rogue One was the least of the sacrifices, so many Alliance fighters fell because --

What? She and her father decided to take a stand?

"Why couldn't you have just left me in that prison camp? None of this would have happened." It is, perhaps, giving herself too much credit but she can't help but blame herself for being something of a catalyst. If her father had just done less to protect her, if he had cared less, if she had continued her own personal rebellion instead of joining one far greater than herself. So many lives could have been spared.